As i remember 'Morpheus' in 'The Matrix' mouthing the question as to "what is real" and was floored thinking of an answer.And when he did answer it himself,it was like satisfying but intriguing at various levels.I've asked myself many a times from then"what is really real ?!"
Had i really been real in what i did?I dunno !But in this world of Emotional blackmails we do not really exist as ourselves.We try appeasing people at various levels.That doesn't mean u do it only to those who can boss around you!
Wen a friend turns up asking for an off-the-track-out of the way-help which though not impossible can really discomfort u,do u have the guts to say "NO"?
You find an unknown somebody in real need and u know u can make a difference by offering to help him,knowing well that u'll be out of ur comfort zone if u tried doing it?
Wen u feel humiliated,do u have the guts to cry in open,unfazed by the revelation of the weak you!
Wen u know your tears can move someone to grant u what u want,can u withhold them if they r not true wen out?
Wen you are about to be vindicated on past counts ,despite ur guilty,can u really muster courage to let it out that u r the black-sheep?
Wen u know ur chances of winning is too low and do u really fight soo hard that even FATE accepts its defeat?
Do u smile at someone new unaware of his responsive history,yet without expecting him/her to smile back at you?Its taking a risk of not being smiled back at!Do u really not take it as a risk and feel so neutral even when the smile is nt returned?
You find an awesome girl who with her nature,takes u by storm and not just by lust,do u have the courage in you to step near her to tell her that ur amazed !
Do u really have it in you to feel good whole heartedly(and not merely put up a fake face of that sorts) for someone who hurt u ,i mean very badly!
Can u really keep ur mouth shut from dumping out all garbage when asked for, abt a friend who turns an enemy.And dat too when he ditched u despite u being good to him?
Can u hold back ur words "I told u before" wen a prediction of urs came true which has hurt someone?
can u really ignore ur enemies,and not carry the grudge with u over the trauma they inflicted on u and ignore the chance u get to put them to the sword!
Do u tell urself that "i can never be jealous over someone,coz it proves am accepting my inferiority to him,by doing so"
As its some universal truth that Life is a special journey,do we realise U r the most special passenger in ur life?Forgettin,the pain of the past and looking out for a fresh 2mrw,dat carries no grudges?
can u really laugh so hard during distress,that even sorrow smiles with u.
can u try living upto the agage "the best revenge over somebody is to lead a better life than him"
would u dare to live ur own life the way u want to ,so wonderfully that even death loves to see u live?
Live life thats insanely sane and that genuinely lets u pat ur back in the posterity that ur presence in the world though not felt was so MEANINGFUL and REAL!!!!
